Thanksgiving

I just want to write a note of thanks to God. It's amazing all of the growth, the knowledge and wisdom which I have aquired in these last couple months. I've reached a point where I feel I have been pulled away from the destructive magnectic force.

Now I am a "transition person," one who goes away from the cycle, the generational choices, and the breaking away from others plans for me. A person who will take leaps of faith, who live a life full of joy, and who transioned my past self to give my children freedom from the generational bondage.

It feels like FREEDOM! I feel like I can live!

I thank God for this. When certain situations occur it is easy to focus on the situation instead of what there is to learn. To look within to figure out what may need to change. I have learned much from this time in my life.

I am thankful for this time. Thankful God showed me what I was doing, showing me where I needed to improve, showing me how to be the women, the wife and the mother I have always desired to be.

"Thank you God, when I was searching you found me. When I was willing to be tempted, you gave me a way to escape. When I was discouraged you comforted me. When my mind was confused with the voices of many, you let me hear your voice and silenced the others. When I felt like I was alone you confirmed you would not leave me - you did not leave me. When I cried, when I wept - you gave me peace, security. When my hope was dying you helped me find my faith.

You taught me to trust. Taught me to let go. When I experinced my greatest pain, through worship - your presence gave me strength. You assured me of your promises. Your plans to give me hope and a future. You give me joy in the midst of sorrow. You are my light. You are my salvation. You alone are worthy of all my praise. You have preformed exceedingly above all I could ever ask for. You have spoken your will, you have made your plans known, you have conquered the warfare in my life. You have made me victorious through the shedding of your blood. I do not fear because you are with me. I don't want because you are my provider.

Great are you God. Great are your acts. Great is your love toward me and my family. Great is your faithfulness. My soul longs after you, you alone are my hearts desire. I am availible to you. Thank you for your plans for my life, my childrens lives, my families lives. Thank you for breathing life into me. Thank you for rebirthing me. Thank you for forgiving me. Thank you for humbling me...Thank you for all these things and more."